No matter how much you love them, no matter what they mean to you, sometimes it is never enough. They still leave anyway. That’s when you wrap your arms around yourself and whisper to the air, with your lips trembling to let you live in the moment. You whisper to the earth to let you hold onto the pain and let you feel numb. Because being empty is better than the soul piercing pain. Some loses just leave you that way, and your heart knows it couldn’t take it. You feel scared, terrified. The coldness that bloom inside you heart and spread to your soul, scares you, but you find yourself going that way anyway, because you’d once seek the warmth and it’d destroyed you.
Alone in the Snow